Gratifying

You know it's nothing newBad news never had good timingThen the circle of your friendsWill defend the silver lining - John Mayer -In life, laughing is equally important as finishing the pile of works. Indeed spending some time to relax and having fun with some friends can be the best remedy for stress. It's been a while, because everybody was busy so we didn't have time to leave the lab for a while and hang out like we used to (like playing rounders, badminton and barbecue at waterfall etc). Plus my head was overloaded with those craps, the ruined...

Demeanour

Humans are very unique creature. They might be looked physically same, but internally their feelings, behavior and thoughts are very dissimilar. We were raised in different ways, so sometimes the right for them isn't right for us. We were taught by our parents to do this and that, and not to do this and that. We were raised in those small community called a family and we were so comfortable with the culture created in it. However, as we grow up, we meet various kind of people and we socialize. At first, they seem mostly alike us, we have the same...

Loser like me

'Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero..but hey, everyone you wanna be probably started off like me'Yesterday I had my PhD evaluation. It was suck. Suck like REALLY suck. I was like being shot and shot again, and finally slaughtered to death. Ok..that's too much. Anyway, ever since in my academic life, I had never been mentally tortured like that. I screwed up everything by not being able to answer the most simplest thing, the backbone of protein! I was totally blanked, like I never heard of it before. Then slowly I started to feel really really...

I hate pills

When you start feeling the world is spinning and you walk like a drunker cause you can't feel your feet touching the floor, when your stomach makes funny noise like a growling sound but your tongue just can't accept any incoming food as it tastes them all bitter, and spending most of your time in a blanket seems like the only way could lead you to the heaven, then only you will be grateful for your health. Yesterday, I was tested. I had a strong fever which I haven't had for quite a long time. And been sick like that, I would just miss my mom so...