The gift

My first and only mail while I was in Melbourne; my birthday present! Received on the 12th of November 2011. It traveled 10496.09 miles (16891.36 km) down to Australia. It is the most valuable and meaningful gift I've ever got :)



p/s: I've been wearing it day and night, so it will always close to my heart, as you are.

Paint a smile

The feeling strucks me again. It is uneasy. Like wanna throw up. The feeling of hating myself. I wrote it on a paper, crumpled it up and threw it away, hoping the feeling can go away.I am confused. Sometimes I am hesitate, am I doing the right thing? If it is, why am I keep feeling so bad? Why am I not getting it right from the beginning? Lord please give me strength. A bit strength to fight with myself. To endure this feeling and to love what I am doing.