It's a life...

This is the most tiring week. I go to the lab as early as 7.30 in the morning and finish the works at 6.00 pm, and guess what, today I'm totally flat! Imagine working for about 12 hours, where sitting is just impossible because too many of works waiting, is this called a life? Yup, this is called a life of a PhD student..what? I can't imagine living continuously like this for 3 years!! Oh no, why today I just realize how hard the life is for a PhD student? Even I never thought of it when I decided to continue my study last year. Sometimes, when I keep getting the negative results in experiments,...

For the second time..

Seeing someone I missed so much after being a while was really great, it was always like the first time. But the moment of separation was killing me. For the second time, I lost with my tears. While I was thinking back, it's a much much better if I did not see him. But off course I won't let the chance flies. Yes, sometimes when you miss somebody so bad, you do not want see him/her when knowing that he/she will leave you again. Now I know how's Bella hurts when first time Edward decided to leave because he can't protect her from the dangerous bloodsucking...

haish...

Everything's went so wrong..I hate this..I hate to do this..But I can't help myself..I'm a human too, easily get hurt..I was just trying to ignore the pain, by telling myself it was nothing..and act normal..then it just make thing worst..Arrggggggggghhhhh........I am the real bad friend..Sorr...

Waiting..

So, I'm waiting..hope to hear from you when I wake up tomorrow..p/s: thought I will have difficulty falling asleep tonig...

weeeee...... :) :) :) :)

3 things that make me happy today..oh, it's 4 actually :)First, I have found template for my blog :)Second, I went to driving school today for my praktikal motor, and I managed to pass all the rules (including start moto guna kaki plus double stand..haha..thanks to pakcik Nordin for teach me!). Have another 2 hours before QTI and JPJ test :)Third, I got my birthday present!!ECLIPSE!!!! :) :) :) :)Thanks FIZAH, BAI & OJA, my dearest housemate..I love you all!!!Tapi kan tadi tertipu la jugak ngan lakonan fiza atas kereta td..haha..dia tipu, dia...

Mr Template wanted!!

Haven't found the right template for this blog..I love the current template but you see, it's too small for the shoutmix and the mixpod..haih..anyone knows where I can find a nice blog templates?p/s: who's interested for the template position please send your resume and will be called for interview ok..haha kan best kalau dia boleh dtg sndiri..hihik...

22 years of love..

Thinking of the precious time passed by,How perfect the written fate is,The happiness on this journey of life,That raised me up to the top of all,And the obstacles,That sometimes pulls me down to the lowest part,But finally is the very best teacher,That show me how life’s are coloured..I could never be here now,I could never hold a degree scroll,I could never ever see the beauty of this world,If there’s no you, mother..You never told me your pain,When I was born,All I know is,How proud you are,To give birth to me..I could never repay,The 22 years of cares,The 22 years of kind,The 22 years of support,And...