Feeling, a priceless gift..

There are so many things in this world that can't be seen, nor can be touched and the existence are unexplainable. They are here but we never know how they were created in the first place, what are the building block that construct them and why they sometime come and suddenly vanish. But one thing for sure, they do colour the world. So, can you guys guess few things that possess these characters? Light, wind, sound, smell, desire are few examples. And the one that I want to talk about is FEELING.

Feeling lays beneath every person but do we know where the place is? No. We feel happy and sad, we feel love and hate, we feel enthusiastic and lazy. In certain moment, we love it when they are around, though sometimes they can be very annoying. The magic is they can't be chased and they will come anytime even though they are not needed.

So, last week, I experienced lots of feelings; happy, sad, angry, surprise. Here's my story:

I got my scholarship backdated from August, means I'm a billionaire! I was very surprised when I checked my account balance and suddenly I thought what I'm gonna do with that money. haha.. Funny that I never had such that huge amount. However, half of it should be saved to repay the allowance given by my supervisor.

So, that weekend I went to the mall and aim for a camera. hehe.. So finally, for the first time, I bought a digital camera. It's Sony Cybershot DSC-TX5 waterproof, freeze-proof, dust-proof, shock-proof, touch screen and it's pink! hehe.. I didn't do much survey before buying it actually. It just happened that I went to Sony shop, browsing over the cameras displayed and decided to buy it. And, I was happy! =)




Before that, I was having lunch at Kenny Rogers with Bai, Fizah and Samson. Actually we knew that the service was quite slow since the first time we ate there. However, we were craving for their marvelous macaroni and cheese, so we can't help to decide to eat there. And like always, we can't be patient anymore, thus we wrote a love note to the manager..hehe..

Then, Sunday, I prepared nasi ayam for lunch with my housemates, Fizah and Bai. It was actually our first time, but not bad. The taste is perfect, like professional cook. hehe.. Since we have bought a fridge, so that will be the turning point for us to start cooking. And again, I was happy! =)



Seems that the entire last week was perfect. However, some of my lab works didn't go well. It made me down, but I knew that research can't be smooth all the time. Never I think. And the failure actually wake me up from my comfort zone, make me realize that there's no life without test. God test me with His unique ways to tell me to be grateful. If you look in other way, sad and angry feeling are given by God to test our patience. Sometimes, no, I think I am always feeling angry with others especially my friends when they did something which kill my patience. But at the end, they are still my friends and what's the point to be angry while I still need them.

So good and bad feelings are all gifts from God, priceless gifts. It depends on us, the way you think, to control it and grateful for be given the feeling.

p/s: lazy mode..can't thinking of doing lab works anymore cause will be heading back to hometown tomorrow night! Can't wait! =)