Sunday, December 30, 2012

Faith

It would be no happy ending in my story this year. Back then,everything was so colorful from the beginning until the cold December ruined the entire year. I was having a rough patch. The same patch that I went through four years ago. I guess I will never have a perfect final year where everybody enjoying every single days while thinking that they will be graduated and leave the school soon.

I was so weak, same as before. Those words are so hurtful, same like before. It felt like being in a really bad dream. Damn I want to run and wake up so badly. I was miserable. I was so mad, and I know I have hurt many people around me. Sometimes I can't even understand it until now. Most of the time I console myself, keeping faith that everything will be back to normal again.

I went home, went out of the mess. I saw my parents' eyes, asking their bless. Though they had no idea what I was having through. I knew that I'm not alone. They are always there for me. Being in this circle of family is the best feeling in this world. And I want to make them happy and I promise to myself that I will drag myself out of this agony.

Yes, this is not the end. There will be a silver lining. One day I will know. And I still have faith. Cause I hate to break the promise I made.

p/s: 'When Allah who is Great and Glorious loves people, He afflicts them (with trials)' [Tirmidhi]'
'So verily, with every difficulty, there is relief [94:5]'



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