The road not taken

The road not takenTwo roads diverged in a yellow wood,And sorry I could not travel bothAnd be one traveler, long I stoodAnd looked down one as far as I couldTo where it bent in the undergrowth;Then took the other, as just as fair,And having perhaps the better claimBecause it was grassy and wanted wear,Though as for that the passing thereHad worn them really about the same,And both that morning equally layIn leaves no step had trodden black.Oh, I marked the first for another day!Yet knowing how way leads on to wayI doubted if I should ever come...

Am I a frog??

I can say that television is damn important today. Despite all disadvantages of how tv influences kids and etcetera, I think tv is the best medium for spreading knowledge (or gossip) and current issues that happen in this world. Gosh, I feel just like katak bawah tempurung, when people are talking about the current hot match; Malaysia vs Indonesia and all I can do is just be a very good listener which off course I don't have any points to interrupt. Plus, tomorrow is announced as public holiday due to our victory in that Piala Suzuki and guess...

A lost..

There will be a moment in life, when we are unable to spill out words in mind, when we want to say the last word so bad, but we can't talk, like our tongue is being paralyzed. At that moment, all we can do is just staring helplessly at the faces of our beloved, knowing the fact that we are now facing the inevitable death. Last weekend, I had lost my grandma. She who was once walking with me in this journey of life, was now gone forever. Deep in my heart, I felt a true lost, lost of someone that I love. I had never felt this way before. Until now,...

Aaaaarrgggghhh!

Relax..cool..relax..easy..easy..breath in..and breath out..huhh!!I hate this feeling..feel like I want to scream to everyone..sorry for those who has been affected. The devil has conquered my body. My sister has bought the linguaphone, something that had to do with learning English by listening, something like that, costing rm2000++ (and it has to be paid rm100++ per month for 19 month!) and she was just regretting that and it can't be cancelled anymore coz she's already received the materials. Gosh!! What she has been thinking? Are you that rich to afford something like that? Come on, our dad...

Alive!

Another boring day..Thank Allah I'm still alive..Starting the day by grabbing anything to eat for breakfast. And, luckily there's some bread, expired bread actually. Well, who cares the due date..As long as there's no fungi forming its colony on the bread's surface, so just assuming it still can be eaten. Two pieces of expired bread plus a bottle of milk, enough for making my breakfast in front of the computer. Guess what is in the pic below? This may be a fungi species, I captured it growing on an agar plate in my lab. Pretty isn't it, forming...

I wanna SING OUT LOUD!!!!

This boredom is killing me! Seriously it will kill me! Have nobody to talk to, no tv to watch, and I just feel like talking to anything near me and singing out loud. I've done with cleaning up the house, till nothing more needs to be cleaned of. I've cooked and finished up the whole meals that probably supposed for 3 persons and now I hate looking at my big tummy..ugh..suddenly I regretted that I ate more than usual just because I have nothing to do. I have called mom too, and my sister. It did kill the boredom once, but then just after I hung up, there's the silence again..I'm going crazy if...

I want to go to London!

There it is. This absolutely will be the next on my dream list. I want to go to London sooo bad! "Prof, can I go with you, pleasee..." If only I can beg my supervisor to follow him to IMPERIAL COLLEGE next week, I will! (why in capital?hehe..) I will do whatever he will ask me to do. Well, I had promised him to do refolding last week while he's on leave but I broke that promise! oh crap! How will I face him tomorrow.."err prof, I have some problem with my expression last week. My bacteria turned red in color, which means it might be contaminated...

It's time to make mistake..

I just realized today that I have wasted my supervisor's money (about rm1000) just because of a very stupid mistake that I did to my experiment! oh my gosh! How silly I am! The kit's price was about rm2000 and half of it was wasted because I forgot to add 0.5 microliter of inducer into the reaction! (if you don't understand what I mean, the point is because of only 0.5 microliter inducer that I forgot to add, the experiment was a rubbish. If you have no idea how much the microliter is, it's a very tiny drop of water). But, luckily the particular...

Feeling, a priceless gift..

There are so many things in this world that can't be seen, nor can be touched and the existence are unexplainable. They are here but we never know how they were created in the first place, what are the building block that construct them and why they sometime come and suddenly vanish. But one thing for sure, they do colour the world. So, can you guys guess few things that possess these characters? Light, wind, sound, smell, desire are few examples. And the one that I want to talk about is FEELING. Feeling lays beneath every person but do we know...

Go green..

This will be a longer weekend because today is Deepavali, means public holiday. Today, I am having an amazing day. From the moment I opened my eyes, I could feel the great feeling. I started my day with praying off course. Then early in the morning, right the warm sunlight welcoming the day, we were deciding to enjoy the fresh air by a little bit different way than the usual, by cycling. I just knew that in UTM we can borrow the bicycles from the guard. Thanks to our vice chancellor for his kind sponsoring rm10k for providing this facilities to...

Enjoying weekend!

I just went back from watching Hisss. And guess how was the movie? It was totally suck. So, people, if you are intending to watch Hisss, I'll not recommend it. The plot is a mess and ridiculous, too much blood, the snakes are way too fake, the sound effects could probably causes heart attack and I ended up walking out from the cinema with so many unanswered questions in my head. What a waste of money. Again! Last week, I watched a so-not-worth-watching movie too, which is Cuti-Cuti Cinta. Sorry producer, it was boring and I couldn't help to fall...

Journey..

Lately, I was having some problems while working in lab, on getting to clone a gene into a bacteria. It's been months and I can't still figure out what was wrong. Is it the way I handle it or is the enzymes had damaged. But I'm pretty sure that there's nothing wrong with the enzymes. So I need to keep optimizing the conditions of each of the cloning stages. I am really hoping that by the time I have to go working in other lab, soon, I already manage to get the clone and the protein can be produced in soluble form. When thinking of it, of how much...

Love your supervisor..aha!!

When supervisor is not around, going to place miles away from here for a quite long time, it was kind of happy and free surrounding at first. We were free to go anywhere we liked, for instance lunch at KFC without afraid of he might calling us, going to Jusco to do shopping when there's too much of free time (during the working hours, off course), playing games or updating blog during incubation time (obviously I did that), going to surau and never come back (wirid panjang a.k.a. zzzzzz) and enjoying movies at night without afraid that he might be asking, have you read this journal. It sounds...

Why English?

What's up Mr blog? Today is weekend, and me, at lab, as always. After settling up everything in the house, laundry and etcetera etcetera, I went to lab with Fizah. Once again, I wish I have a car so that she won't need to wait for me (because I have problem with wake up early in the morning). I love to enjoy weekend in the house but since celcom broadband running hell slow, it induces me to go to the lab. Like I said, lab is my second home, but it seems like it is going to be my first home. And the house, just like a hotel. I go home to change...

It's a life...

This is the most tiring week. I go to the lab as early as 7.30 in the morning and finish the works at 6.00 pm, and guess what, today I'm totally flat! Imagine working for about 12 hours, where sitting is just impossible because too many of works waiting, is this called a life? Yup, this is called a life of a PhD student..what? I can't imagine living continuously like this for 3 years!! Oh no, why today I just realize how hard the life is for a PhD student? Even I never thought of it when I decided to continue my study last year. Sometimes, when I keep getting the negative results in experiments,...

For the second time..

Seeing someone I missed so much after being a while was really great, it was always like the first time. But the moment of separation was killing me. For the second time, I lost with my tears. While I was thinking back, it's a much much better if I did not see him. But off course I won't let the chance flies. Yes, sometimes when you miss somebody so bad, you do not want see him/her when knowing that he/she will leave you again. Now I know how's Bella hurts when first time Edward decided to leave because he can't protect her from the dangerous bloodsucking...

haish...

Everything's went so wrong..I hate this..I hate to do this..But I can't help myself..I'm a human too, easily get hurt..I was just trying to ignore the pain, by telling myself it was nothing..and act normal..then it just make thing worst..Arrggggggggghhhhh........I am the real bad friend..Sorr...

Waiting..

So, I'm waiting..hope to hear from you when I wake up tomorrow..p/s: thought I will have difficulty falling asleep tonig...

weeeee...... :) :) :) :)

3 things that make me happy today..oh, it's 4 actually :)First, I have found template for my blog :)Second, I went to driving school today for my praktikal motor, and I managed to pass all the rules (including start moto guna kaki plus double stand..haha..thanks to pakcik Nordin for teach me!). Have another 2 hours before QTI and JPJ test :)Third, I got my birthday present!!ECLIPSE!!!! :) :) :) :)Thanks FIZAH, BAI & OJA, my dearest housemate..I love you all!!!Tapi kan tadi tertipu la jugak ngan lakonan fiza atas kereta td..haha..dia tipu, dia...

Mr Template wanted!!

Haven't found the right template for this blog..I love the current template but you see, it's too small for the shoutmix and the mixpod..haih..anyone knows where I can find a nice blog templates?p/s: who's interested for the template position please send your resume and will be called for interview ok..haha kan best kalau dia boleh dtg sndiri..hihik...

22 years of love..

Thinking of the precious time passed by,How perfect the written fate is,The happiness on this journey of life,That raised me up to the top of all,And the obstacles,That sometimes pulls me down to the lowest part,But finally is the very best teacher,That show me how life’s are coloured..I could never be here now,I could never hold a degree scroll,I could never ever see the beauty of this world,If there’s no you, mother..You never told me your pain,When I was born,All I know is,How proud you are,To give birth to me..I could never repay,The 22 years of cares,The 22 years of kind,The 22 years of support,And...

1.6180339887...

From architecture to art, this number was applied. Surprisingly, from the creation of the Earth to the design of human and plants, the same ratio was discovered. The golden ratio, 1.6180339887!! It can't be a coincidence, it will never be a coincidence, it's impossible to be coincidence, but it is a strong proof of THE ONLY ONE GOD, ALLAH SWT.Think of any 2 numbers, add the first to the second number to make the third, and add the second to the third to make the fourth. Keep adding by following the same rule until you get 20 set of numbers. Then calculate the ratio of the last to the second from...

Pipette and tips..

I am thinking, what I have done for the past 2 days? Read journals? hmm..I think I just went through 2 - 3 pages, off course focusing on abstract, method and conclusion only (well, it's a quick way of reading journal - don't try this at home, it's not a good practice off course :P) Another weekend wasted *sigh*..why is it so hard to make my weekend valuable? I spend almost 2/3 of day sleeping!! hasma, wake up!! you can't be like this or you want your research to progress slowly? Yes, I don't want that. Remember your DREAMS!! But I had sore throat,...

Dreams...

Last night (not exactly last night, it's after subuh..hehe) I have dreamed of going to an interview. I don't know exactly what kind of interview, but it takes a very long long way to go there. I have to wait the train and have difficulties to take the train there (I'm not sure why train, but it seems like no other transportations..hmm..) But then at the end of the day, I arrived at the place with a messy mind (just like the real me, my mind just went messy whenever I have a long journey) then suddenly my uncle was there. He took me to the interview place, actually at putrajaya (now the situation...

drMicrob

I have been thinking about having a blog for quite a while, but do I need purpose to create one, or else I just following the trend (well, lately i was reading some blogs of my friends, or even friend of friends, and it makes me realized that what a long time since I last written something..hurmm..) So, why not give it a try? Yeah, naming my blog as drMicrob, yes it do reflect me (for now and next 3 years or maybe my entire life)..so, welcome to my blog..hopefully I will continue updating this blog, so it's fate won't be like my previous one (act, i did create one last time, but well, its seems...