Hiya! Introducing to you guys my new boyfriend ;) He's so black obviously. Alhamdulillah after a thorough of thinking and praying I have had my first car. Yes I admit it was not easy to make such a big decision. It is easy when the money is not a problem, but unfortunately it is not for a student like me. I think this was one of the biggest decisions I've ever made (after decision of doing PhD). When it involves thousands RM of debt, it is a big responsibility. This was the first time in my life when I think so deeply and look forward on my future, taking into accounts any possibilities that may happen, and managing my income so detail because with even just a little bit of overspending, there will be consequences that I will face. Before having a car, I was always dreaming like, 'if I have a car, I won't let my weekend empty, I'll go shopping, go here, go there bla bla bla..' But it seems never goes like that because I have no money left for shopping anymore. sob! sob! :( However, I'm glad that I have learned a lot from that. When shopping I started to identify and distinguish which one is my needs and which one is my wants. And I have to strain myself from buying unnecessary things and believe me that was the hardest part. I hope I can get use to it soon and get rid of the shopaholic side of me. And I'm hoping and praying that my future will be as planned. Nevertheless I can only plan, everything that happened indeed is the best for me including having this car.
So people called my new bf JeNaL. urgh! I hate that name! I wish there were better names that can be made with that letters but I can't find any! Whatever his name is, I love him as he is my first asset though he's pretty much a gold-digger, very much actually. Never mind, at least for now he boosts up my mood to go to the lab (as it is a reason I could drive him everyday..hehe..silly!) Having something new is really fun, it just makes me happy and I really love that feeling. Hopefully the feeling will last longer, as my hypothesis the time for good feeling to stay will be proportional to the price and size of the new thing. Does it make sense? Hopefully. Hehe..
