Sunday, February 27, 2011

Having fun!

Again, I had given my boss another hope. And unfortunately, that was a fake one too. I didn't want to tell him until it was confirmed, really, but nothing seems can be hidden from him. He will know everything. Well, I hoped that the halo zones were produced by the active amylase too, but the chances of control producing the same halo zone is too high. Because I have been doing this work for months, and I can just predict from my experience. However, boss was too confident and the mountain-height-hope that was shown through his face make me too weak to refuse the result. And now, both disappointed! *sigh* :(

These were the halo zones. My bad, I didn't make the control. After this I'll remember forever, how important the control is, not only for the experiment but for not giving boss another hope again.


So, I worked on Saturday, repeated it with control as well as assay, and all I got was still crap. I think that I was getting used of obtaining negative results till I have no feeling anymore, sad or tense or whatever negative feeling is. And I'm not quite sure too, am I still normal being like this? Whatever it is, I want to relax this weekend and having a real rest, and reward myself. So, I bought 3 small fishes and keep them on my study desk. They're cute!

Gupy fish. They're colorful.


Then, I went to the Bridal Fair at Angsana with my housemates, Fizah and Bai, you know, girls night out. And there's runway show going on so we took the front seat! haha.. Actually that was my first time. What I can say is, the models must have a very high self esteem to show and pose in front of crowds and cameras (huh..what about me, during presentation. I think I should learn to build confidence from them).

From my angle.


After that, we headed to Bazaar JB. For almost 6 years I live in JB, that was my first time I came here. We really enjoyed ourself (with shopping off course). Got myself a dress, a shirt and a jacket. Love it! And also a flash light with presentation laser pointer (can't wait to use it for next presentation..hehe).

The best view of soap bubble I could capture. Bit challenging.


Then, we went back, sleep and the next morning, we're having girls day out too. We went to 2 places, JJ Bukit Indah and Tebrau City. Just having fun, hanging out, eating, shopping, and seeing people. At the end of the day, I couldn't feel my feet anymore. Blame the wedges!

Kenny Rogers for lunch. Yummy..

Bought myself an elegant accessory rack. Really love it!

And shoot in the toilet. Wondering why people doing this, so here we are..hee


p/s: Thanks Bai, Fizz and especially the driver, Yan. Thanks a lot. I'm having so much fun this weekend. And it make me miss the old good times with Anis :)








Sunday, February 20, 2011

So far



Someone gave me these...

Long distance

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind
All I have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far, this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours and the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon, coming home soon

Can you hear me crying?

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time..














p/s: Geography always making 2 continents look nearer.. strip away the physicality cause love has no boundaries..

Once in a blue moon

I got a little reward, for myself. I called it reward cause Fizah asked me to, although there's actually nothing happened, ain't got any achievement to be rewarded of too. She said, "buy it, so that you'll appreciate your time more." Ok I got what you mean. So I bought it, since it's been forever I didn't wear a watch. Because the battery of each watches I bought before never lived long (ok..blame me who always buying the cheap watch). So, here it is..


Not expensive though, but the most exp watch that I ever buy.


p/s: counting the hours, minutes and seconds to April. I should race against time and make up for lost time.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

When you come back down..


Let these speak my heart...

You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely song
That you learn to play
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire
And I'll be on the other end, To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly, If you get too high
I'll catch you when you fall
I'll catch you when you fall
Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings
I know the sky is calling
Angel, let me help you with your wings















p/s: reach melting point again, like melting snow in the spring.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Am I confident?

So, I change my blog template today. What do you think? Like it? umm.. Never mind cause I love it. Hehe.. Thanks to Anis for giving me the idea. Well, attempting to put my own picture on the header, it's a little bit like what I can call 'promoting' myself. haha.. I think I can build my confidence and self esteem by doing that, don't you think so? Yeah, you know I'm shy (okay, you can throw up now..hehe) but I don't know if I'm still, because many people said that I'd changed. Just wait and see, if I don't remove it in two days, means that I'm confident enough to stand imagining that there are maybe hundreds of people out there now know how the author looks like (I know, I know, it won't reach hundred, just exaggerating that, hehe). Oh wait, I should say a week instead cause tomorrow I'll be going back to hometown, means no internet until next Tuesday. So, we'll see!

Speaking of self esteem, today my confidence was tested. Huh, I don't know suddenly out of nowhere there was a visiting lecturer I reckon, came to my lab. FYI, he's a Germans and he's with other lecturers escorting him. Then one of the lecturer asked me to explain to him about the lab. No, I must tell you this, HE WAS ACTUALLY ASKING FIZAH, BUT GUILTLESSLY, SHE PASSED IT TO ME AND TOLD HIM THAT I'M THE LAB'S LEADER! Gosh! Since when I'm the lab's leader? All faces turned to me now. What should I say? What should I say? Help me!! I really felt like screaming at her, why appointed me! Never mind, I saved the revenge, and with the sweetest smile, I welcomed him, "Hello, this is Genetic Lab. Basically we're doing bla bla bla..." I could feel that I was started blushing, and shaking. Then, I realized that presentation and interview were far more easier than this. After finished with the bla bla bla (I couldn't even know what I've said) the lecturer said to me, 'thanks, you're doing great'. huh.. Thank God. At least he made me felt better after that.

So, I learned one thing today. Experience talking with foreign lecturer and thank God he seemed to understand what I was explaining. The good think about it, that I feel relief because he can understand my English, so my English is not that bad. And I can easily understand him too. I can feel that my confidence was increased by one bar today (mcm IT girl pulak. hehe..)


p/s: Fizah, you owe me one!
 
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